2012

2012!!! Good yeah it's 2012 guys! Don't know why but i feel not too excited about 2012. I just can't wait for 2013. It seems cool for me maybe because i'm going to do the national exam, promnight, and many other things about the 9th grade (re: last year at JHS :D) on 2013. I'm super very curious about my 2013. Where will i go for SHS? I have a dream and i'm on my way! Sadly i feel so lazy and (bad)spiritless lately. It just like i haven't got my soul back yet :'( :'( i want my holiday:( sometimes i want to skip skip skip and skip the time so i can go to my wonderful future faster but sometimes i wonder that times. The day when i (and my friends) finally pass all the test (National exams, try out, final exams etc.) and our own way separate us :( will you remember me when the times come? Will you still be the one that i've ever known when you go your way just like i do? Will you give your hands and sweetest smile like we often do when the distance apart us? Or am i your friend..? like i think you're my precious dear friend(s) I might look like a melancholy one but i just love you all so much, my friends. I love you guys more than you've ever known. More than you've ever wondered. Yep i do love you and the things i wrote here seems out of topic that i wanted to write at the first but yeahh i cant't mention all the things. Just hope hope hope i get my soul+spirit back so i can keep going well and get the best at the end because i know i have a lot things to do. Forget the pain(s) is a must to keep me going on what i'm doing and what i'm running for. "You can not reach the bright beautiful tomorrow if you couldn't pass this day"